slipped away

I CAN'T BELIEVE I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY.
H8. So very much.
Stupid self. This is why I dislike money.
Makes me confused.
I always prevent myself from using any money in school or to shop.
Then "Oh, let's go buy a new CNY dress."
Then spend about RM600. ASUGRG.
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I still want that green and orange Avril Lavigne shirt.
hate hate hate
But that would be another 70 ringgit. :|
Why would I need four of the same shirts?
SNAP OUT OF IT, STUPID SELF!

To whom it may concern,

How should I put this...

If you're going to act differently depending on where you are, preaching one place and being horrible somewhere else, you're better off being horrible everywhere you go. Makes life so much easier for everyone else, you know?

To whom it may concern,
I used to look up to you very, very much.
The way you presented yourself and addressed others, whether or not you knew them. Now, I can't have a greater dislike for who you are and what you've become. The extent has already passed the dislike line and started pouring over the edge to I-don't-even-want-to-be-your-acquantaince category. I could care less about you, but it's saddening to witness a change this large. Wow, if I could be as flimsy as you, I would never have the pride to live with myself and the actions I've done.

To whom it may concern,
Thank you for being here for me.
I am thankful that I can have you around right now. Even if you might not be around for me when this year ends, and if we never see or talk to each other again in my life, I can live life happily knowing that I had someone like you to count on. Because I know despite all the times when you might be a pushover or irritating and annoying, you're only doing it because it's in your nature and changing your character might not be so easy. But that's a good thing, because sometimes change might make you become what you hate. And who would want to turn into something they've always disliked?

talk talk talk

People who used to be really close friends have drifted so far away.
And I've no mood to bother keeping up the relationship when we have nothing in common.
That's like having an extra burden of work for no good reason.
Perhaps one day in this world I'll find someone who shares the same interests as me.
And if not, I'm perfectly fine pursuing my interests even if I have to grow up slightly less social than most other people.
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I definitely entered this world a few years too late.

trouble maker

i hate you
forget you
니가 싫어
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not really, i've just been in love with this song.
i don't actually hate anyone (not anymore, and i prefer calling it intense dislike),
rather, i'm just frustrated and disappointed with them.
that is all.
hopefully, i've started off 2012 with a better me.
and cheers to me for hoping to stay a better me long time.
: )

serendipity

I adore Korean fashion.
The dresses make my legs look long.
Hahah.

fearless

Call me old-fashioned, but I don't believe in sex before marriage.
Nor do I believe in living together before marriage.
And obviously I don't believe in smoking, taking drugs, being alcoholic, partying, swearing, murdering, stealing and such.
To think that this is what being 'cool' is all about.
Your personalities are nonsense.
Makes me sick actually.
I can't for my life understand about life these days.
What kind of era am I living in?
This world is so bogus.
What's more, it makes me extremely sad to think that we are hurting the One who created us.
I can't imagine how upset God is with us; with the world.
And yet, he continues to forgive us.
He really is almighty, loving and forgiving.
And, heck, I pray someday people will open their eyes, wake up, and realize.
And so what if I refuse to ever do any of those things?
I'll just remain single for the rest of my life.
Have no friends too if that's what it comes down to.
I still have my family and God.
And I'd rather have a wonderful eternal life, than a messed-up real life.
I really pray you all learn that you need to get help and save yourselves.

cry cry

what a wonderful day 1 of 2012 it has been. :)

Enjoy The Show

Happy New Year everyone! :)
I started 2012 of.... by crying.
I know, how stupid of me.
Anyway, I'm really truly grateful for everything that has happened to me in 2011.
May 2012 be even more of a blessing to me and everyone else.
I pray that suffering will cease, even if it's just a tiny bit.
I pray that people will work hard to achieve and follow their dreams.
I pray that others will appreciate all that they have been given and avoid abusing their blessings.
I pray that everyone will have better hearts and minds so that this world can be beautiful.
Wishing everyone a wonderful day, week, month and year ahead of them!
:}

take my hand tonight.

WOWWEEEEE.
2PM IN MALAYSIA RIGHT NOW.
Gahgahgahgahgahgah.
my true love is jaybum though.
My sister will be back in several hours!
YAY.
I don't know what to write about at all.
Cause I have no life.

good life

LASER TAG WITH THE GANGSTERS LATER.
and by gangsters i mean a group of the most epic people you will ever meet.
except me, i'm epic fail. HOLLA!
cannot wait for becoming a bit blind. totally.
then i have Contemp.
and then Puss in Boots premiere.
yeayyyyyy.
PEACE OUT, SUCKAH.