talk talk talk

People who used to be really close friends have drifted so far away.
And I've no mood to bother keeping up the relationship when we have nothing in common.
That's like having an extra burden of work for no good reason.
Perhaps one day in this world I'll find someone who shares the same interests as me.
And if not, I'm perfectly fine pursuing my interests even if I have to grow up slightly less social than most other people.
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I definitely entered this world a few years too late.

trouble maker

i hate you
forget you
니가 싫어
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not really, i've just been in love with this song.
i don't actually hate anyone (not anymore, and i prefer calling it intense dislike),
rather, i'm just frustrated and disappointed with them.
that is all.
hopefully, i've started off 2012 with a better me.
and cheers to me for hoping to stay a better me long time.
: )

serendipity

I adore Korean fashion.
The dresses make my legs look long.
Hahah.

fearless

Call me old-fashioned, but I don't believe in sex before marriage.
Nor do I believe in living together before marriage.
And obviously I don't believe in smoking, taking drugs, being alcoholic, partying, swearing, murdering, stealing and such.
To think that this is what being 'cool' is all about.
Your personalities are nonsense.
Makes me sick actually.
I can't for my life understand about life these days.
What kind of era am I living in?
This world is so bogus.
What's more, it makes me extremely sad to think that we are hurting the One who created us.
I can't imagine how upset God is with us; with the world.
And yet, he continues to forgive us.
He really is almighty, loving and forgiving.
And, heck, I pray someday people will open their eyes, wake up, and realize.
And so what if I refuse to ever do any of those things?
I'll just remain single for the rest of my life.
Have no friends too if that's what it comes down to.
I still have my family and God.
And I'd rather have a wonderful eternal life, than a messed-up real life.
I really pray you all learn that you need to get help and save yourselves.

cry cry

what a wonderful day 1 of 2012 it has been. :)

Enjoy The Show

Happy New Year everyone! :)
I started 2012 of.... by crying.
I know, how stupid of me.
Anyway, I'm really truly grateful for everything that has happened to me in 2011.
May 2012 be even more of a blessing to me and everyone else.
I pray that suffering will cease, even if it's just a tiny bit.
I pray that people will work hard to achieve and follow their dreams.
I pray that others will appreciate all that they have been given and avoid abusing their blessings.
I pray that everyone will have better hearts and minds so that this world can be beautiful.
Wishing everyone a wonderful day, week, month and year ahead of them!
:}

take my hand tonight.

WOWWEEEEE.
2PM IN MALAYSIA RIGHT NOW.
Gahgahgahgahgahgah.
my true love is jaybum though.
My sister will be back in several hours!
YAY.
I don't know what to write about at all.
Cause I have no life.

good life

LASER TAG WITH THE GANGSTERS LATER.
and by gangsters i mean a group of the most epic people you will ever meet.
except me, i'm epic fail. HOLLA!
cannot wait for becoming a bit blind. totally.
then i have Contemp.
and then Puss in Boots premiere.
yeayyyyyy.
PEACE OUT, SUCKAH.

shampoo

Just a few days of school left.
But no room to slack during holidays.
(i believe it's right, but I will end up slacking anyway.)
Contemporary feels really weird. It's so unlike ballet.
Been reading Pride and Prejudice.
If this was the type of literature we learnt, gosh, I'd be so joyful.
Although the English is so classic and sometimes difficult to comprehend.
And there are quite a few words spelled differently during those times and the present.
Jane Austen was never good with her grammar and spelling though.
Nevertheless, I love that they have kept it as it was written with all its imperfections.
Which in turn create its perfection. <3
This novel is just capturing my heart. And the movie did so quite easily. : )
Class party and cast party on Thursday.
Singapore on Friday.
Today is the 15th of November.
Happy birthday to my father!
I'm quite disappointed that after our dinner you had to go for a meeting.
(after working the whole day)
But nevermind, I appreciate that you're still working so hard although you've reached retiring age.
I'm sorry that mommy left for Singapore today.
(but you're the one who booked her flight since her training starts tomorrow, lol)
Okay, I have nothing left to say.
The things I want to say can't be typed out for the world to see.
"It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife." - Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen.

hope for all the hopeless

One week of school left.
One week of being Form 4 left.
SPM next year.
agrh.
Got all my final exam results back already.
I'm only happy about my Chemistry, embarrassing much.
(not really, i'm happy that i didn't do as badly as i predicted for everything)
Can't wait for cast party next week!
And then I'm missing the last day of school because of Singaporeee.
Hopefully I get to watch Lion King. <3
My sister will be back soon, followed by my brother.
I can't slack during the holidays. Form 5 senior next year, time to lead the 'kids'.
H8.
Looking forward to MNET LIVE.
Hopefully friends can go, so that I can go because it'll be a group.
Super Junior, f(x), B1A4 and miss A.
miss A. miss A. miss A, my loves. My darling unnies.
Hahah, I sound like such a fanatic. I need to watch them live.

On the outside, I’m a bad girl.
On the inside, I’m a good girl.
When I dance, I’m a bad girl.
When I love, I’m a good girl.
You don't know me,
so shut up boy.